April 14, 2003

lower case

finally i am angry enough to act. for a long time now i have grown to be defined by my immediate limitations. that was bad.

the client needs this to sell it...
we need testing to prove this...
what budget does that come out of?
blah blah blah

must i need to fight this hard to do the right thing? not long ago i was paid to think... but now i am paid to act. i am taking orders. do you want to super-size that interactive order mister man?

what is the answer?

go back to manhattan, the place that was wounded after i left in 1999... isn't that what a "network" is all about?

and isn't living and loving as a couple across the demands of two major metropolitan centers of north america so advanced and hip? please... isn't it?

i did it for almost two years before and survived. la guardia and taxis and paperwork. it worked then... can't it work again? i miss friends. i miss family. i miss the richness of opportunity. i miss the fucking marketing budgets.

my instincts have started yelling. some action will follow. but you might need to send flowers... as there has been a death in the family.

Posted by stephen at 7:12 PM | Comments (2)